Thank you all for your love and kind words, they mean a lot to me. Donovan passed away at 7:40am today, I have been hiding at Aaron's until he had to go to work at 10pm. Donnie went peacefully and in my lap, with Aaron right there beside me.
I'll be at Double Daughters tonight for a Burning Man Recompression party, to get my head out of the grief for a bit and keep me out of the too quiet house.
Thanks again, you don't know how much all of your responses mean to me.